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Sunday, January 23, 2011
:C @ 7:26 PM
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I've been feeling really upset lately.
With university, my grades, my life, dubbing.
Gah, I know I sound completely emo and hormonal, but -NOTHING- is going my way.
It's just so depressing.

I need a job.
I need to redo my test to get an L, because I can't convert my BC license to a toronto license (I need to do it again. shit shit shit. I DON'T WANT TO. I don't want more stress)
I need to pick up my grades. Long are the days of seeing an A.
Seeing that I got a 64% on an exam, strangely enough, didn't make me suicidal (LOL)
I need to do my readings.

Most of all.

I need to STOP CARING ABOUT DUBBING.
Like my license, dubbing gives me unnecessary stress.
Not getting into a group, crushes my spirit. And makes me wonder how good a dubber I am.
Obviously, not a good one.
People who carelessly say things, although I jokingly reply back, those things really hurt my feelings.
Not being appreciated in a group.
I just. I just don't know. I TRY my best. I participate all I can, and yet I seem to get absolutely no where.
It's days like this that make me want to rage-quit dubbing.

And it's entries like this that make me feel completely RETARDED for letting a stupid internet hobby get to me like this.

.........

and I'm over it.

xD