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Thursday, August 5, 2010
LA-LA-LA-LA LAAAVE YOU! @ 7:20 PM
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Urghhh! I never update this. D:
BUT NO ONE EVEN READS MY BLOG FR SRS.
AM I NOT IDOL ENOUGH?

Wahhh~ so yesterday I went through another 'oh gad my voice is crap' phase.
I really should stop being dramatic. D:
I always do this when I don't get into something.
But I really wanted to get into this one.
Well, I was going to decline if I made it in, BUT I WANTED TO GET IN THE FIRST PLACE.
But I didn't really think I was going to get in anyway.
xDD

Anywhooo that's not the only thing that adds to my phase.
Whoever reads this (if they are project leaders) they are going to think I'm such a complainer.
So I'm not going to plainly say it.
BUT SOMETIMES.
IT'S JUST NOT FAIR. D: Yeah. That's the complaint LOL. VAGUE HUH.

So many lines due.
It's not even funny.
Like a billion for Hana. (I need to stop signing up for misc dubs > m < *my fault*
And a few for the rest.
Well, a half-billion for MS.
It's funny, I tried to hard to get into MS, and now I'm just like....not really IN TO IT.
Like, not that the group is bad, it's just me. D:
I feel like I only got in because I tried out a million times and they felt bad for me.
Well, I'm pretty sure it's not just a hunch. ; m ;
AHH IF ANY MS PEOPLE READ THIS.
I'M JUST BEING A BRAT. OKAY.
DON'TKICKMEOUT. ;;;

And I feel like...
for this other group.
I'm so so active in it, and I just feel like I'm the only one trying to get closer to the group.
Like, what I'm doing is sometimes beyond what other people do (socially), and yet they still get the benefits of being 'in'. WHAT AM I DOING WRONGGGG?!!
IJUSTWANTTOBEINTHEINCROWD.

In other non-dubbing news...
I moved to Toronto, and my family got the air conditioner today.
THANK GOD. It's still pretty hot, because it just got installed and it hasn't fully kicked in.
And, my internet connection which was supposed to be installed on wednesday, ran into a few problems, so we had to go to another company, and now I only get internet next tuesday. SO HERE I AM. Stealing a -weak- connection from my neighbour. Can't download anything, can't upload anything. ; m ; (Well there are some times when the connection is perfectly normal, like I can upload and download with a good speed. But sometimes it's just TERRIBLE. I tried downloading a 4mb song and it said it would be done in 2 hours + WTFFF.)

I want my photoshop again.
Why didn't my sister send me the disk with all the adobe stuff?
Now I need to be a criminal and download an illegal copy online. D:<