Sunday, January 23, 2011
:C @ 7:26 PM
I've been feeling really upset lately.
With university, my grades, my life, dubbing.
Gah, I know I sound completely emo and hormonal, but -NOTHING- is going my way.
It's just so depressing.
I need a job.
I need to redo my test to get an L, because I can't convert my BC license to a toronto license (I need to do it again. shit shit shit. I DON'T WANT TO. I don't want more stress)
I need to pick up my grades. Long are the days of seeing an A.
Seeing that I got a 64% on an exam, strangely enough, didn't make me suicidal (LOL)
I need to do my readings.
Most of all.
I need to STOP CARING ABOUT DUBBING.
Like my license, dubbing gives me unnecessary stress.
Not getting into a group, crushes my spirit. And makes me wonder how good a dubber I am.
Obviously, not a good one.
People who carelessly say things, although I jokingly reply back, those things really hurt my feelings.
Not being appreciated in a group.
I just. I just don't know. I TRY my best. I participate all I can, and yet I seem to get absolutely no where.
It's days like this that make me want to rage-quit dubbing.
And it's entries like this that make me feel completely RETARDED for letting a stupid internet hobby get to me like this.
.........
and I'm over it.
xD
Sunday, January 23, 2011
:C @ 7:26 PM
I've been feeling really upset lately.
With university, my grades, my life, dubbing.
Gah, I know I sound completely emo and hormonal, but -NOTHING- is going my way.
It's just so depressing.
I need a job.
I need to redo my test to get an L, because I can't convert my BC license to a toronto license (I need to do it again. shit shit shit. I DON'T WANT TO. I don't want more stress)
I need to pick up my grades. Long are the days of seeing an A.
Seeing that I got a 64% on an exam, strangely enough, didn't make me suicidal (LOL)
I need to do my readings.
Most of all.
I need to STOP CARING ABOUT DUBBING.
Like my license, dubbing gives me unnecessary stress.
Not getting into a group, crushes my spirit. And makes me wonder how good a dubber I am.
Obviously, not a good one.
People who carelessly say things, although I jokingly reply back, those things really hurt my feelings.
Not being appreciated in a group.
I just. I just don't know. I TRY my best. I participate all I can, and yet I seem to get absolutely no where.
It's days like this that make me want to rage-quit dubbing.
And it's entries like this that make me feel completely RETARDED for letting a stupid internet hobby get to me like this.
.........
and I'm over it.
xD
`a-a-all about ricchan !
betch plz.
NAME: Hikki / Rina
AGE: 17
BIRTHDAY: October 20 1992
FIRST STARTED DUBBING: July 22 2008
FIRST DUBBED: Buono! ♡ Renai Rider
VOICE TYPE: 40% Mature 60% Cute
FAVOURITE COLOR Light pink, sky blue, light milky orange
FAVOURITE FOOD: Lasagna ~ ! Pastaaaa C:
FAVOURITE H!P ARTIST/GROUP Berryz Koubou
LEAST FAV. H!P ARTIST/GROUP: C-ute
FAVOURITE H!P SONG Currently...Ooki Hitomi
FAVOURITE H!P IDOL: Natsuyaki Miyabi, Kamei Eri, Tanaka Reina
CURRENT GROUPS: Hana Project, Pinky♡Team, Twilight Legend, Milky Star, Mango Project, Shizen Project, Creme Project
GRADUATED FROM: Jubaku Project, Onnanoko Project, Tanoshii Musume, Happy Stand Up Project, Atarashii Happy Charm Project, Sugoi Girls, Project Amuto, Hatsuishii Project, Neon Star Dream, Shanimuni Tanoshii. (Jfc, I thought it was only like...3)